Describing the definition of BORING..

This class is boring like....i dont know...all students keep bugging each other.Tonight,we have a Language Description class.This supposed to be finish at 4.30 pm.But,it becomes 3.30 till 5.00 pm!my brain cant receive any information anymore.Im stuck in the middle of my own brain.haha.u dont know what im saying right?i cant take it anymore.......................................................................

im hoping that im not in this class.oh..i see my fren,eykakong is writing somethink on the paper.She write a later to sivawuu,but sivawuu just sit besides her!seeeeee.....i think thats enuff to show how BORING we are!if we think this is fun,we will keep focus n focus and jot down some important notes.

Tomorrow will better than today..

i really hope that tomorrow is better than today.cuz,today...everything just mess up.Everytime i enter a class,im blurr...blurr,blurr and keep blurring.aduh..how im gonna get through my life in here if i dont know anything about it.Rushy!you have to do somethink,wake up!i just finished my homework,and its time to go to bed.soooo sleepy,but,before that..i want to post my expression today of course.if im not,i'll keep thinking and thinking about what happen today.oh my dear....life is sooo wonderful isnt it?if we able to make it wonderful,then we'll get it.If u want terrible or miserable,you're also will have it.

I wanna go home...i miss my pillow,my tv,my kitchen,my bathroom,my bedroom,my sporting bro,wonderful sister-in-law,the one other thing that really really miss after my family....................................is my nieces!!!they are sooooooo wonderful.we born at the same years!believe it or not!thats why i think im different than other family.and the best part is...when dont have to find or look up some best friend cuz we're already make it!thats also makes me wanna go home..to get see each other faces..go to Kb mall...have some fun there.ooh....what a great moment that i have..im sooo sleepy.so,its time to go to bed,wash my feet first.huhu.gudnyte my blog!

assingment oh assingment...

today!its a hectic day..each of our lectures give us some assingment and guess what?i dont understand a single word they have spoken..all i know is,i will do what they want me to do.yup!follow the flow.but,thats not what i want.the thing is..i want more explanation from them,guide me how im gonna do this work,tell me how...aiyoo..everything is hard.when i was at school,my teachers teach me and give a great explanation..but,when i come here,bump!i get a culture shock!

oh...what the heck....this is sooo hard to get through..i dont know how im gonna put myself in this situation.Im in library now...with my friends(they are sooo funny,ahaks)well,thankgod i have friends who understand me and always make me laugh eventhough its hard for me to laugh.aduh....assingmnt,assingmnt,assingment......now i know what is the feeling when you have a lot of assingmnt u must settle off.keep running and catch the 'deadline'.

it's hard to saying goodbye.....................

life is full of surprise..mmg betul pun.aku xsangka aku akn jadi cikgu walaupun aku xpernah bermimpi jadi cikgu.never ever dream of it!at first aku dtg ke ipgm...aku blur...aku just dgr ape yg family aku ckp.Sebenarnye aku nk masuk UDM,but believe it or not?nobody supports me!tu la yg paling sakit hati...then,nk wt cmne,itu yg ayah aku nk,terpaksa la..rase berat hati aku nk tinggalkn family yg jauh kt kelantn.aku dtg tanpa niat ape2 pun,xde niat nk jadi cikgu or else.aku ikut je flow kt ipgm ni...pada hari pertama aku sampai kat ipgm,rase menyampah tetiba menular dlm diri.. 'ni ke mktb?ntah ape2 la..'
then,abg ipar aku nk survey kawasan ipgm pulak....................lagi le sakit hati..then,sehari sebelum pendaftaran,kami menginap kt hotel,and that moment i will never forget in my life,aku bersama dengan mak aku sehari lagi sebelum aku tinggal di asrama...Hari pertama pendaftaran,aku bwk semua dokumen,sijil2 skolah,everythinglh!berhenti satu station ke satu station.after everything was done,aku turun kat bawah tempat mak aku duduk.Aku kesian tgk mak aku tunggu ayah aku yg pergi ke satu dewan untk dengar ceramah mengenai ipgm ni.Pada masa tulh,aku merenung puas-puas air muka ibuku yg selama ni jarang aku lihat buat masa yg lama...rase sebak aku tahan cuz aku xnk tunjuk kelemahn aku depan mak aku...nanti dia risau.pada masa tu jugak aku berbual dengan dia sepuas-puasnya cuz aku tahu lepas ni xkn ade peluang aku untk berckp dngn dia buat jangka msa yg lama...

Beberapa jam kemudian,aku nmpk bnyagn ayah aku dari jauh.well,its time to say goodbye..ayah aku pesan kt aku supaya pandai berdikari dan semua kejer kena buat sendiri,xleh bergantung dekt org lain.selepas aku bersalam dan mencium pipi ayah aku,mak aku bangun dan mendakap aku sepenuh-penuh kasih sayang.Masa itu aku rase xtertahan air mata,tp aku kuatkan semangat jugak!kuatkn semangat...pipinya tlh dibasahi dengan air mata.Aku cuma mampu mengangguk bila dia bagi nasihat supaya jaga diri..sebab aku tau,lau aku mengeluarkan sepatah je perkataan,mesti aku akn menangis kt situ jugak.

Rasa berat nk melangkah untuk meningglkn mereka,tp aku tabahkn jugak hati aku...membiarkn ayah,mak dan abg ipar aku berlalu dari situ..dan tiba2 hati aku jadi benci dekat ipgm.Walaupun,mereka masih ada di hadapn aku,aku cuba untuk berpaling ke arah lain,dan will not turn my back cuz i know if i do that,i will cry in my entire life in ipgm..just like what happened mase camp plkn.Aku mendongak ke atas..melihat blok2 bangunan yg bakal aku duduk. 'well,this is it,like it or not..u must except it.'
i missssssssssssss my family a lot!mase orentasi,aku rse cm nk lari je dari ipgm ni.Then,bila fikir balik,ayah aku ssh2 hantar aku kt sini cuz nk suruh aku belajar.this moment i 'll never forget and never let it fade away.............

this is just a beginning....

how im gonna start my blog....um...this is my first time creating a blog.thanks to my fren,izati for giving me some information on how to create a blog.thks my dear!she's absolutely my best friend ever!especially at plkn camp,(which was we're not having fun at all)i still remember when i was at KLCC camp and went for national service programme training.it was awful,trust me!i hate it till i met a sweet and nice girl smiling at me...then,after that,we start to share opinion about this programme and until now,we still sontact each other..ok!now,i wanna talk about my family..i have 10 siblings!huhu..and im the youngest!most of my frens say im preety lucky cuz im the youngest,i can get everything i want.and talk about that......when i think again."yeah..im preety lucky.." hehe..um,yeah...whsoever...

Aaargh!!!this is awful!terrible blog that u ever seen!maybe i'll make it better tomorrow.............